confessionals

[lindsey]

[lindsey]

So my tribe already reminds me tribe from my season of world's apart.

There is Mike = Dan
I can see this guy very annoying. Honestly? I already can't stand him. I hate talking with him and every time when he is writing with others cast members from others tribes in that big group chat all I wanna do is to start yelling at him and tell him that he should calm down because they are our enemies. But I have in my plan to use this against him. I would love to eliminate this old disgusting annoying guy as soon as possible. So like right now.

Jonny = Rodney
I loved our first conversation then when challenge started he turned to bosy cocky bastard. He took leader position for this challenge and all what I can say about that is the fact that he sucks... Really sucks. He is starting to driving me crazy but for now I am trying to keep my mouth shut.

Stephanie =Sierra
I like this girl. I really do. I feel like there is big friendship between us so far and we are close. I don't trust her because it is just first day but I feel positive energy from this girl.

Amy=Kelly
Both Amy and Kelly are lesbians and I think Ami prefer to talk more with guys then with me and Steph and that scares me.


LJ=
I don't know nothing about him yet.


So for now it is like this.
I just hope that I will not end up same as in worlds apart. I guess it depends on when I will start yelling at people. Lol
With this attitude Air will start soon I think haha.

Can I change 4 members from my tribe with someone else? Pleasee. I just Really don't like my tribe so far.

[lindsey]

So a lot happened since my last confessional. Last time I was bitching about my tribe members and this time... It will be not different lol. Joking.

So I found the hidden immunity idol. And except for Stephanie noone knows about that. And I like the way how it is. Stephanie is my girl. I mean if there would be situation me or her... Well goodbye bitch. But still she is the one at trust most I guess. She is honest to me (not with everything) and she trust me too.
Then my tribemates surprisingly choosed me as Captain for challenge. I mean I wasn't shocked because who else right?
And this host made group chat where were Malcolm, Sean and myself.
We had to decide who is going on exile and other two would make new tribes. I was talking privately with Malcolm and told him that I want be in same tribe as him but if both of us would be Captains it will not happen. I also told him that I will try to lose challenge so he can join us. And he really went to exile lol. So me and Sean were making choices for new tribes.
His first pick was Mike... Wow shock.
Mine was Steph of course. Then I picked Fairplay because he trust me and likes me. LJ because he doesn't know nothing about what is going on. Erik because I like talking with him and I know he is dangerous. I just want to blindside him. Dolly... Well she was last option so it wasn't my choice. I don't know who the fuck is that and I don't actually care. And Danielle because Malcolm told me that he likes her so I did it "for him".
Right after that there was ICH where LJ won for us. Like wtf this day cannot be more strange. And sadly other tribe went to tribal council where I was hoping that bitch Ami will be voted out. But I was happy with Penner too

Day 1 as new tribes I was talking with Dolly. She was like hi nice to meet you I am Dolly.
I said Hi Dolly nice to meet you too.... But honestly I don't give a fuck.
And then right after that she wrote me that she wants make alliance with me Steph, Erik and Danielle. Of course I am totally stupid bitch. Like go fuck yourself and she got penalty vote.
I said that I will think about that. But I can't wait for moment when I will send this bitch addicated on cocain home.
She was like "oh sorry I am talking too much." I said "Sorry bitch did you said something? Because I wasn't listening you last hour"

Then I was talking with Greg.
"Hi Greg I am sorry for not choosing you for my tribe but it is because I don't like you so fuck off"
That's what I told him... You know already trying to get their votes in final.

So JFP is paranoid like he'll.
Steph thinks she knows how it is.
Erik wants earn my trust in him so badly.
Dolly is sneaky dumb bitch
LJ is my sex puppet
Danielle.... Who the fuck is Danielle??

So I am hoping that we will lose this challenge because a I already want to send someone home.

[lindsey]

As much as I love Stephanie...she is the only one who knows that I have idol and she trust me 100% and I know she is very loyal to me. I can also say that she is HUGE threat because she knows a LOT!! After we merge I will have no problem to backstab her and throw her under bus. For now she is very important for me but as soon as I will not need her she will go home.
The problem is that as long as I will keep idol she will need me here! And I can use that. When I will use idol I know she will not try to keep me safe but she will care just about herself.So it would be better to eliminate her before this will happen and maybe even with that idol about which she is the only person who knows. LOL It would be hillarious. I came into game to play as individual and I really like some people here but I want win and I really dont care about their game. But because I am good actress they believe I am just with them and I am not thinking about anything else... how sad...

[lindsey]

[lindsey]

Dave just called me sweetheart. Oh really?

Thats so disgusting... What else I have to do for those jury votes then being nice and helpfull? I am sick of that. I cant wait until moment when I will make MY OWN HUGE MOVE!!! They will cry and they would curse that moment when they met me!

[scoutcloudlee]

...Thank you for alerting me that that exists.

[lindsey]

[Malcolm]

"Dolly, I hate that bitch"